20041119

Our fathers were seduced by the dark side of the force.....

Yeh, I can already hear someone making star wars geek comments, if they only knew. Star Wars is one of the deepest and most complex constructs I've ever seen. It takes aspects of many religions, even Islam, and weaves them together with a certain warrior code, and several other aspects of human history. Its really a great model of the duality of man, which of course occurs in the entire universe itself. However, it is normal for fools to laugh at that which they did not understand, though there is no shame in this. If only we all could play the fool when it was necessary, for the fool has immense power, though sometimes taken at great risk.

I was referring more to the seduction of the American people. The America of today is a far cry from the time when Thomas Paine wrote The Crisis and Common Sense. Those works are quite inspiring, and quite sensible, and the forefathers of our great nation envisioned a country that would be free, with little government interference in the affairs of the lives of the citizens, and a country that did not "go overseas in search of monsters to destroy."

My, how the times have changed, but, they really changed with George Washington taking the presidency. If one reads article from the New England Sun, and also does research about Thomas Paine and some of his seething comments to the General, one starts to get pictures. When one further does research into the history of our great father, one starts to see that what is written in the history books and what really happened are completely different things. He didn't make his money by chopping down cherry trees. One simply has to research to find out how Thomas Paine felt about Washington, and how many of the other influencing figures in the formation of our country felt about him. Of course, we are never given this balanced view in our school text books. The seduction and subsequent deception and debauchment of the American people began when the transformation from Confederacy to Republic was completed.

After this transformation was complete, the stage was set to bring the US into several wars. Another war in 1812, the Spanish American War, the Civil War, and the list goes on and on. In fact, there are very few times in the 228 years of American history that we have NOT been at war with SOMEONE, including the original inhabitants of the country, who were victims of an almost completely successful genocide. After WWII, the US emerged as a super power, with Europe destroyed by the war, and the US able to give loans, they build up their economy, and being the only country in WWII that had its industrial structure intact, America was able to become the leader. But, the spirit that built the US up to that position was dwindling.

If Ideal lovers are masters at seducing people by appealing to their higher selves, to something lost from their childhood, politicians can benefit by applying this skill on a mass scale, to an entire electorate. This was what John F. Kennedy quite deliberately did with the American public, most obviously in creating the "Camelot" aura around himself. The word "Camelot" was applied to his presidency only after his death, but the romance he consciously projected through his youth and good looks was fully functioning during his lifetime. More subtly, he also played with America's images of its own greatness and lost ideals. Many Americans felt that with the wealth and comfort of the late 1950s had come great losses; ease and conformity had buried the country's pioneer spirit. Kennedy appealed to those lost ideals through the imagery of the New Frontier, which was exemplified by the space race. The American instinct for adventure could find outlets here, even if most of them were symbolic. And there were other calls for public service, such as the creation of the peace Corps. Through appeals like these, Kennedy resparked the uniting sense of mission that had gone missing in America during the years since WWII. He also attracted to himself a more emotional response than presidents commonly got. People literally fell in love with him and the image.

Politicians can gain seductive power by digging into a countries past, bringing images and ideals that have been abandoned or repressed back to the surface. The only need the symbol; they do not really have to worry about re-creating the reality behind it. The good feelings they stir up are enough to ensure a positive response.


The people of that time recognized that the capitalist materialist paradigm which has dominated western thought for the better part of the last 400 years does in fact bring wealth, comfort, and wonderful toys. Toys such as Apollo Rockets, Jet airplanes, trains, and what not are part of the justification for this type of thinking and system. This is a lot like a medicine show where if the juggler is good, then the medicine must be even better, and this is not an entirely rational position to proceed upon because with wealth, comfort, and wonderful toys, comes a price. Nothing is free, everything has a price, and so it is with wealth comfort and toys, there are prices to pay. SOMEONE has to pay, perhaps this has some sort of relationship to the fact that the US is constantly at war?

Karl Rove, George W. Bush's campaign advisor has crafted Bush in the image of an old style American man. The continued pussification of American man in contemporary, post modern, information age America is disgusting. Harley Davidson theme restaurants seem to prove my point completely. I think of a lot of things when I think of Harley Davidson, but, the last thing I think about is a family restaurant. Of course, this should come as little shock considering that having a Harley is another way to compensate for lack of having a pair of testicles. A lot of rich people who normally store their testes in their wives' purses have their bikes shipping to Sturgess for the big rally, and then they get on their bikes outside of town, and ride into town as though they've ridden cross country like the hardcore bikers do.

With a punch of weak, pathetic, and fake people like this, someone like George W. Bush has appeal to men who are sick of seeing the men of America become weaker. As I travel, I've noticed that American men walk with a certain poise, a certain sense of confidence (sometimes bordering on arrogance), and I've seen the men of Europe and Canada walking a bit less sure of themselves. Though I will admit, that Canadian men come in at a close second behind the US, its just that I notice more Canadians who walk like European men than American men do.

Many men are afraid to discuss such issues with other men, because of homophobia. I also find this hilarious, but, I will not get off on a tangent about it. However, I will say that if men were able to be secure in their own sexuality, and not worry about what the other guy is doing, and not be afraid to look at what is happening to the other men in one's society, things would be a lot easier. As it is, I will make my views on homosexuality very clear. I completely support gay men, I do this because of my interests in women. My theory is that the more gay men there are, the more available women there will be, therefore, my self interested campaign is concentrated more on the marginalization of lesbianism, as this takes away from the pool of available women. OF COURSE, I am joking, sort of.... I don't discriminate against lesbians, but, I think I've made my ideological point pretty clear, though it was said in jest. I'm not formulating any campaigns to marginalize lesbians, but, it is my humble and secret opinion that the more women available the better, and as such I support homosexual men.

Now getting back to the point, with this atmosphere of pussification, weakness, homophobia, and all of the other disgusting traits tattooed on the bloated underbelly of American society, Karl Rove has made the George W. Bush construct that the people of the US and of the world have come to love or hate, there seems to be no in between. Myself, I am indifferent. To me, its all a show, and my voice has little if any power within the system, except maybe to attract the attention of Agents like the Secret Service who visited one Blogger's house, or DHS who made a lady remove her rubix cube copies from her shelves, or the FBI who came to a weight lifters house who had been talking about politics in the gym. Having said that, I do not really care. I spent my time, I had my piece, I said what I had to say, my cries fell upon deaf ears, and now, I will simply sit back and watch the show.

This George W. Bush construct is one where the man does not stop and ask for directions, he does what he feels is right, and if he screws up at the end of the day, then so be it, he is only human after all, right? This is the type of mentality that was prevalent in the US before the pussification of men, and this is the type of man that most weak and fake American men respect and admire, because they themselves lack these qualities, so by all means, their leader MUST have the qualities that they lack, even if this is merely symbolic, superficial, and ridiculous. This is the type of construct Karl Rove has created in George W. Bush submitted for the approval and consumption of the American people, and like all other things that have been fed to them since 1776, they are eating it up.

I prophecize more problems later on in this administration, especially if this thing with Israel and Iran heats up. I don't think the economy will improve all that much, but, I think the next four years are going to be good years for weapons companies and military and weapons related businesses. Karl Rove has done an excellent job seducing the American people, of course, there is also the voting fraud claims running around this year, but, it does not matter. I don't even wish to read these things. It happened in Florida in 2000, and as far as I am concerned from that time things changed, and subsequent study of the descent into fascism and totalitarianism is no longer necessary. It is a slow and gradual process, as it must be, or it would not work, but, that is the direction that the country is going in.

Right now, America is not only deciding what to do, but, what America is. With the re election of George W. Bush, and his subsequent cabinet shake up, it appears that things will stay their course, and continue for four more years, in the same direction. I can only hope that The President sees something that I do not see, or knows something that I do not know. It seems that resistance is futile, and as such I am only watching the show. I can only hope that things turn out for the best, but, it doesn't look like that from where I'm sitting. A great many of our fathers, grandfathers, et al, have been seduced by politicians, and this trend shows no signs of ebbing. In fact, the condition has been exacerbated and the continuance of this process may be foreshadowing a much greater catastrophe than anyone has imagined.

As Kennedy used dreams and lost glories to revive a nation, this administration uses fear. But, fear only works for a short period of time, otherwise the people will have severe mental problems. There are only two ways to go when fear is used to manipulate a person. The person either adjusts to it by minimizing the risks, and ignoring it, or the person becomes a paranoid nervous wreck who loses his control and cannot function in society. The American people can either realize that the odds of being killed by a terrorist are practically zero, and that these scare tactics are simply that, scare tactics. There is big talk about snipers, and that whole "one shot, one kill" mentality, but, snipers are simply for harassment. One sniper is not going to produce a massive amount of casualties, he simply terrorizes the group he is perusing. He fires one shot, and moves, and while his prey is looking for him in one place, he has moved to another, and fires another shot, and moves again.

A machine gun is a massive casualty producing weapon, and it will create a high body count in a short period of time, but, it is easy to see, easy to react to, and eventually, that machine gunner will be neutralized. A good sniper, however, will not be found. He will get a guy's grape in his scope, fire, and there will be grape juice everywhere. Imagine, if you will, walking down the street with your friend, wife, or even a stranger, and suddenly his head explodes. That is the type of situation a sniper creates. He induces fear, while producing very few casualties, and though he is harder to find, it is not impossible to find him and there are methods to disable and neutralize a sniper.

The American people have two choices, they can be motivated by the fear and harassment, which the government is also getting in on to tighten their hold of the people, to make more money, and for whatever other reasons one can imagine. There are many politicians, with many agendas, and so I will not even speculate or move into the realm of what some would call conspiracy theory and practice. The second choice is to simply analyze the risk, minimize the risk, and go on with your lives. More Americans die of alcohol related incidents than terrorism, but, you don't see a massive movement against alcohol. In fact, the times when the government tried to ban it they incited the whiskey rebellion, and the allowed for the formation and growth of a powerful new organized criminal element, that necessitated the creation of an unconstitutional FBI.

There we have it. We hide under the bed, let George W. Bush define reality for us, and cry to "make the bad man go away." -OR- We take some responsibility, do some assessment, analysis, research, and take the appropriate action. It is a choice that EACH person must make, and nobody can make it for anyone else. Anyone who is simply doing it because they see someone else doing it, is simply hiding under the bed. It takes an honest effort from a person who truly believes in what he/she is doing, otherwise, they might as well just hide under the bed, and maybe enough of us will rise up to make the bad man go away for them.

Notes in the margin:

With the visit of the Secret Service to a blogger's home, I must make the point that I in no way advocate the violent overthrow of the United States government, and I am in no way a physical threat to any elected official. I have my ideas, I have my opinions, and I am expressing them. I am often passionate about what I say, but, I'm not a revolutionary. The whole concept of revolution is a socialist concept, it is dead, and it is stupid, and it does not work as history has proven. I simply wish to make the point that I am not violent, and I'm not a physical threat to anyone just in case someone at DHS has taken an interest in what I am saying. Also, how Gestapo is that? I feel that I have to leave a disclaimer at the end of an expression of my political views in a public forum so I don't get harassed. What does that tell you about the state of affairs? Or maybe I'm just paranoid? Or maybe those who think I am, should get a cup of coffee and look around.

20041117

Meanwhile, behind the facade of this innocent looking republic....

I guess that subject line could apply to a lot of places, couldn't it? Well, I went to a temple of Kali today, the goddess of death. She is normally depicted as being black with severed heads on necklaces and what not, and holding another severed head and standing on the body of a smiling god or person. I went there, because I thought I would see some interesting artwork or something, but, the only interesting artwork I saw was in the streets outside of the temple, and I could have seen that anywhere. I was a bit disappointed to say the least, but, I heard the better temples are not in Calcutta anyway. This just reaffirms my earlier suspicions that Calcutta is a British Imperial construct with little or no meaning or purpose other than to be a capital city. I'm getting out of this place soon.

The merchants love to overprice things because your white, but, if you know the price and tell them point blank that you know the price, and you don't have time to fuck around with them, they normally give in pretty quickly, if not, you simply walk away to another shop, they will usually come and stop you and ask you how much your willing to pay, and then you tell them the price, and normally they will agree, if they hesitate, then just keep on walking, because the point still hasn't sunken into their head yet, and probably won't until later that night when they are rhuminating upon it, if they ever bother. However, with equal doses of patience, and forced humor, you can normally get what you need quite cheaply, and you can ask other Indian people near to the market how much things are before you go there, and then you can argue about the price, because you will know the local price, and since everyone sells the same stuff, you just have to find one who realizes that he's not going to screw you today.

I don't blame the people for being this way, I would try to get as much as I could for my wares also, but, its a bit insulting when you know the price, and you see no reason why you should pay more than what it is worth on the local market simply because your skin color is different. Again, I experience racism, but, I am used to it. It works both ways though. We are always cheated and screwed with, at first, being white, but, being white also has its privileges with certain persons and in certain places and situations if one knows how to use one's color to one's advantage. It just takes learning and experimentation. There are no points for retaining one's dignity, and as you will not be living in this place for a long period of time anyway, why bother? Results are what matter. I still make more friends and acquaintances than I know what to do with, and I get a lot less bullshit.

I wish I could have learned this stuff back home. Which brings me to the subject line.....

I don't want to get too political on this blog since the Secret Service already visited one guy who made inappropriate comments about The Bush in his blog, so I will refrain from calling certain persons who shall remain nameless as I see them, as I am obviously no longer free to express myself without getting harassed. The FBI seizure of Indymedia servers in England without coordination with the Royal what-the-fuck-they-are-called police of Her Majesties England, also shows how new laws that have been created and are being created are being abused, and so I do not want to have any problems with these people. Believe, if they come looking, I'll be more than happy to "visit with them", and advise them not to let the door hit their ass on the way out.

Now, with that said, I am quite disturbed with the resignation of George Tenet who took the blame for the failings of the Office of Special plans, which was created by Rummy and his ilk because they were not satisfied with the Company's findings. Now, within the company, there is a huge purge occurring. Officers disloyal to Bush are being pushed out, including an agent who wrote a book sweepingly criticizing the Bush Administration. It seems that the war between the Operators who want the truth to get out, and the Administration is over, and the Administration has placed persons that will do its bidding in place. It is too bad. A lot of people used to talk shit about the company, but, I've always thought that there were good people working there, but, I can't say that now with this purge.

The secret laws about sharing of information of American citizens, and coordination with Pentagon offices and what not should scare the living shit out of Americans, but, as usual, it is better not to think about such things, because we are at war. Well, we have always been at war haven't we? Since WWII there has been a perpetual state of war and or national crisis. Sun Tsu once said, "War is the health of the state." So what does that tell you about the state? Well, any rational person who has any kind of concept about war knows that war only ends when the tanks roll through the streets, and the loud crashing of soldiers boots against the bombed rubble can be heard. That is where war ends, and to be very clear, war is not a good statement it is not good politics, when you see people getting shot and blown up you should know that it is BAD! BAD! BAD! BAD! Of course, to some, it is only bad when it is happening to you, and why care if it is happening to someone else who the boss said deserved it anyway?

A friend of mine made a very good point one night. We were sitting in the room together, Iranians, Americans, Israelis, and Japanese. One person made the point that we had no problems sitting together, despite the history between the US and Japan, and the current events between Iran and Israel. We the people do not have a problem, the bosses have the problem. The bosses send young men who don't know any better to fight for something that they may never understand. THEY have the problem, we don't have a problem. Or perhaps, its just a convenient way to point the finger? I don't know, but, I know I'm not the one running through places, chopping off heads and blowing people up.

The Patriot Act, Homeland Security Act, and other laws infringe on the constitution on the United States, and upon basic human rights. The bullshit that is happening at Camp X-Ray in Gitmo, and the shipping of prisoners to countries like Syria and Jordan for use of tougher interrogation tactics that are not legal in the United States is a violations of the Magna Carte! In fact, the US Supreme Court cited this document in its ruling on Camp X-Ray. I find it disturbing that the highest court in the US has to refer to a document that was not even crafted in the US to make its point, or perhaps, the judge was trying to show that such questions were dealt with centuries ago, and further displays the grotesque nature of what is occurring.

For my part, there is little that I can do. There is simply too much money and too much influence against me. We all have plans, and we all have little things that we can do, but, right now the Bush-Neocon Empire is on the rise. Colin Powell, the only man in the Administration that I had any respect left for has been pushed out and replaced by Rice as Secretary of State. That just scares me. As far as I am concerned, we can hang it up right now.

The rise of the police state, and fascism in my country is disturbing. If I express these beliefs, I may be referred to as unpatriotic. I would be afraid to express my beliefs in mixed and public company at home, because I don't know what the people's reaction would be. However, I do know this much. The people that built America into the superpower that it is are dead now. The country is not being run by the types of men that used to run it, it is being run by people like Bush, Chenney, Perle, Wolfwitz, Rice, et al. Right now, the US is not only trying to decide what to do, but, what to be.

If the US continues its degradation into a fascist state, then the terrorists will truly have won. I've tried to talk to the people, normal people that I've met, and they are very resistant to any other view of reality other than what is presented by the Administration, and that frightens me. The people are scared, and they will do anything that they can to be safe, and that frightens me. Benjamin Franklin once said that those who would give their freedom for security are entitled not entitled to either. I would have to agree.

"The opinion of 10,000 men is of no value if none of them know anything about the subject."

- Marcus Aurelius

Divination Systems

Since divination systems require more external knowledge than illumination sorcery, I will begin with that. I've decided to jot my mental notes down here since every magickal diary I've kept up to this point seems to get lost, or different things are put in different volumes, and everything is scattered all over different texts, scraps of paper, and computer disks.

I've decided to create a divination system. I'm not exactly sure which one yet, but, I've ruled out a tarot or card based system because cards do not endure the elements very well. Stones and other hard objects are much more enduring, and much more fun to cast.

I don't want to make a system that is too random like astrology where the readings can apply to just about anything are too vague to be of any real use. One might also conclude that the urim and thumim system would not be advisable because it allows for only yes or no answers. However, I wish to use the urim and thumim system as well. It would stand to reason that if one can interact with one's subconscious and the universe itself through the stones, one could also communicate one's intent through them.

Proceeding on that basis, using a system of making a new pattern as prescribed in Huna divination traditions seems promising, and I will definitely use that in my urim and thumim system.

I also wish to create a larger set of Shaman stones based on color associations, and another set of Nordic runes. I like my Obsidian runes that I already have, but, I would like to craft a set of my own. It will be more accurate because my energies were involved in creating the stones more than the ones that I purchased in an occult supply shop.

I realize that creating a new divination system will take time, and that is why I am working with previously established models that I already have experience with first. I want to start making my own sets of stones for these systems, and once I have a better grasp of the theory behind the various divination systems, I will construct a system of my own. I will also be looking more closely at the I Ching at some point to see if that could also aid in the system's construction.

I am finally in a place where raw materials are fairly cheap, and relatively easy to come by, and there is no reason why I should not begin this work now. I should have been studying these things before in preparation for this period, but, so be it.

20041116

The Leaning Candle of Calcutta

A few days have passed since I wrote in this blog. I wish I had a laptop with me, it would make things a lot easier, but, I can't risk losing it, or getting it broken. Anyway, it would be difficult to use it and transport it without calling attention to it, and therefore increasing the risks of it getting lost or broken. I would need a base of some type here before I could even consider having my own machine here.

I met a Korean Monk a few days ago. He was hitting the whisky pretty hard when I met him, and he smoked for the first time. He invited us to his temple to visit him, and I had to translate Korean, Japanese, and English, because two people were Japanese speakers with little English, and I was the only one who spoke Korean, so it was a bit tedious, but, we had a nice time. He was an interesting guy to talk to, and I will definitely take him up on his wonderful offer. It would be nice to live in a temple with nice scenery for a few weeks.

I've never been to the part of Korea that he lives in, its down near Pusan, and I've spent most of my time in Seoul, Gyoungido locations and Jullado locations. He told me that the food was vegetarian, but, that we could sneak out to a restaurant and get some meat, and that it would not be a problem. He's a really cool guy. He was Christian, but, converted to Buddhism, and he is very strict about his monastic lifestyle when he is in the temple, but, not when he is not in the temple, which is another thing I respect about him.

I would like to spend some time in a Korean, Japanese, or Chinese monastery. I spent some time with a monk named "Suk" in Luang Probang Laos a few years ago, and he was pretty cool, and fun to talk to and all, but, the monks seemed to have some sort of an authority structure, one was talking on his cellphone to his girlfriend, and another was guzzling beer. Now, I don't see anything wrong with this, I think its great that people can live like that, but, if I got for the monastic experience, I'd like to be a bit more traditional. Of course, that was in a dormitory for novices, monks are in different quarters and more experienced one's have private quarters, so I guess you pay your dues, you do your time, and you get your place.

Anyway, it will be interesting to be in a monastery with a dude that I was smoking and drinking with in Calcutta. The funny thing will be that nobody else in the monastery will have any idea, it will be quite funny indeed, and I'm looking forward to it. I'm not sure when I will get back to Korea, but, I have one more reason to go back now, as the reasons keep piling up, I'll get myself back over there.

I'm learning to make more practical use of simple items, hence the leaning candle of Calcutta, my unsuccessful attempt to create a candle holder out of a water bottle with a lit cigarette. It worked the first time, but, I failed to pay attention as the candle burned low, further burning the plastic in the cap and enlarging the hole, which caused the subsequent candle to lean to the right. Well, charge that to the game, I am learning.

I also had the severe shock that I forgot my rune stones! But, then I realized that I have been putting off making my own set for far too long, and I've always used the excuse that "India would be a better place to find cheap bones and stones, and things like that." Well, now I'm here, so a sort of Magickal survival training program is going to be created on the fly. I'll be sure to pass that information on to the Adepts of the K.I.A., Z, et al. It is interesting because I left all of my references behind, and so I really have to build everything from scratch. It will be interesting to measure the results of this experiment. I am planning at least one illumination sorcery and the construction of at least one simple model of the universe for the purposes of divination.

It is interesting because the last thing that was said was that I would be losing things which I had used in the past to operate, and that I would have to return to the nucleus of what I knew and approach the gate. I would then have to pause, and step through it, and continue with the chosen path. The stones never lie.